I haven’t been feeling well lately. Not sick, not hurt……just not well. And it wasn’t just physical. It was in my attitude as well. Something was definitely wrong. I looked at myself in the mirror yesterday and realized that I’m sick of being big. Just sick of it. But the worst was yet to come.
I decided to renew my vow of a coca-cola-less existence. I decided to start this blog to help to put down in words what I’m doing to make this right, and to hopefully garner support from my friends. In particular, I want to journal my intake (food), my output (not what you think, i mean exercise), and my attitude along the way. Where do I start? Well, if I want to create a goal, I needed to assess the situation, and that meant getting on a scale.
I knew I was over 300, even over 320, maybe even 325. When I passes 330, it hit me. I’m bigger than I have ever been before, by a lot. Finally, the scale stopped on 338. 338!!!!! I could lose 100 lbs. and still be overweight. It’s extremely depressing, even though I’d had a good day staying away from soda, and didn’t even eat breadsticks or pasta tonight at the Olive Garden.
So I am making a declaration. 338 is the limit. From this day forth I will lose weight weekly until I reach 238 lbs.
It is done.
Stay tuned for my adventures in working toward a more awesome me.
March 2, 2010 at 8:28 am |
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